randoms

wednesday:
at the lanes with a shot of jack.
Shannon points and goes "what are you doing!?"
me: "drinking."
shannon: "why?"
me: "in light of the circumstances i think i deserve it."
shannon just stared at me with that shannon look that immediately makes me feel like i'm doing something wrong and being judged for it. so i immediately try to defend myself by telling her this way i'll know how much i've actually drank and tell her it's only my second one.
and then to burst my bubble she points out "those are doubles."
oops. i was wondering why it took me two times to do the whole shot.

friday:
girl i've met on one other occasion:
"what did you do today?"
me:
"went to a funeral"
girl:
her face dropped and she immediately looked remorseful and began apologizing and rubbing my arm.
should i have said "nothing" and went on with idle chit chat?

sunday:
watching tv and annoyed with the string of depressing commercials one of those commercials about children dying people with no food or water or medical attention comes on.
they show a baby boy who is barely alive being saved and i just roll my eyes and say: "what's the point in saving that kid?"

i mean really? if i were him i'd learn how to talk immediately and tell everyone that they are all a bunch of assholes. he'll probably suffer his entire life which will probably only be for another couple of years. do him a favor and let him go.

Sometimes I don't even realize I'm holding my breathe...

One for sorrow,
Two for joy,
Three for a girl,
Four for a boy,
Five for silver,
Six for gold,
And seven for a secret never to be told.